Lately I’ve been aching to get a girl friend. Like as in a girl who is my friend, because right now I know that my boyfriend is my best friend but I’ve never really had a person of my gender who’d always be there for me, with whom I could go to the cinema with, and hang around, who I could call for hours, I don't know. I’ve always been in groups of friends but between them they always have this two people who get along better between them than the rest does. I feel so out of place seeing photos of events I wasn't invited to, I feel so left out.
And my boyfriend doesn’t quite get this because he says I already have him, and that's true, but it’s just different because just like he needs sometime with his guys I wish I could have my time with someone I wasn’t romantically invested in, who’d be just my best friend. I’ve never had someone like that and that makes me question so much about me. Am I not likable? Do people find it hard to connect with me? Am I not interesting? Would I be a terrible best friend?
That never happened in my life and I always see that in movies and basically all around me. I think it's important for young girls to have other girls who they can be friends with. And as of late this has been messing with my head a lot. Is there something wrong with me?
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