It's been 20 years

Today,
20 years ago, a man died.
To some he was nothing, but to an entire generation, and more to come he was a hero. I wouldn’t be who I am today without Kurt. He has been and will always be important to me. When I didn’t and don’t feel understood, somehow I feel understood by him through his music. He has inspired me to pick up my guitar again, and I wasn’t to inspire people like how he has for me. I love him so much, It’s unbelievable. Even though he was gone before I was here, I miss him. I miss him more than anything.
Although he was very troubled, he was, is and always will be a great man.
I love you so much Kurt.
Damn it. I love you.
February 20, 1967 – April 5, 1994 (x)

And I do. I love him with all my heart. And I'm torn between wishing he was alive so he could keep making wonderful music, or being glad that he's dead, because his songs, those lyrics... they came from a really bad place, and he was indeed really troubled, and I just wish he finds some rest, wherever he is. We love you and miss you so much, Kurt.

Thanks to Kerrang! for this, I've been waiting for this day to finally use it...